Forever

It's the time of year of leaves falling to the ground and a cool mist of air that tickles your nose when you walk outside, the time of year of relaxation and serenity, calmness and anxious feelings for the upcoming year. I walk outside and the sound of birds chirping and a calm river flowing pierces my ears. A leaf whisks briefly by my feet as I walk through the grass. As I look into the water in the river I can see the current, feel the water moving towards a destination of only the unknown knows where it will flow. Peace and tranquility surrounds this place. For this is the only place in which I can ever remember being human, when I had warmth from blood and a heart beat with breath that made a misty fog when I spoke in a climate like this. I miss it, but being a vampire, is the most magical and most indescribable feeling that I could have ever encountered.