Five Coloured Stones

all of my life i tried to understand why my mother did such cruel and spiteful things. in the end i just wanted her to love me. Instead she took my sister and me on a journey of torment and depravation and i still reached out to her. however she did not reach back unless it was for something she wanted,usually money but in the end my poor,selfish mother ended up with nothing as life backfired on her.